mrs. kwon

6:05 PM i guess i'll start from the bottom. wait, didn't start there when i was reading though, so nvm i'll start from the top. yeahh, let's get fit. my stomach rolls over more than i ever remember, so take me with you. and tia called me soemthing, but i'll elaborate on that later..plus, we should work our hearts out. soemtimes i feel like i can't breathe. not just cuz i'm stressed, but like i really can't breathe. i don't feel my heart beating.. -__-; and today i ran from the first floor to the fourth to go give my lab (since i didn't finish it on time -__-) to ms. walsh. mang, i was fucking tired. so yeahh, exercise is good for the heart. cuz for real, whas being slim when your heart doens't beat correctly? i didn't see your sites, but i will check them out ^^; you're lucky you get to vote..i wihs i could have mommy's vote. she's an idiot for not going to vote. you knwo what i realized? the next elction in 2012, tou's gonna be too young to vote by a month! ROFL XD i get what you're saying..race isn't what i'm good at talking about though, since it always seem like i say something wrong ><; did you knwo knwo obama's sister is half asian? oncei went on this asiam americans for obama site, and she had a video in hmong LOL. all she said was thanks, but still. mccain's an ass, that stupid pow. those vietnamese people shoulda kileld his ass when they had the chance. watch, if mccain wins and fucks the world up, they really gonna wish they woulda killed him then. today, fons was talking about mccain being a pow again XD me, nacho, and soua were laughing at tony's people HAHAHA XD he was flying a plane over hanoi and got shot down and fell into the lake and then the viet people dragged his ass out and gave him a ass whooping that left him unable to raise his arms..LMAO. broken back and all. i mean, in a way he is admirable for doing his service to the country and whatnot, but dude just strange.. and it was funny as hell. this idiot kid named james, he funny dude. he be asking some funny ass questions. he was like why didn't the vietnamese just kill mccain and fons said cuz they could use him as a trade to get some of their own soldiers back and then james was like doesn't mccain lose value? ROFL funny stuff yo. but yeahh, macon is crazy, but smart. i hate when mommy and daddy tell us what to do too. i just ignore it, cuz most times i do otherwise LMAO. i mean i listen and all, but i don't take what they say into serious consideration. i mena, fuck, they don't take what i say seriously! shit..i'm not gonna go and marry outta my race to piss them off though LMAO. love is love. if i wanna, i will. i don't care if they don't wanna come to my wedding or watch my kids..yeahh, obama is hella smart. some people still want a complete idiot who graduated at the bottom of their naval academy to run their country, but that comes to show how militaristic this country is. and is that even a word? LOL XD i think it is, makes sense. don't dye your hair back. just ignore it. and if she tries to do it for you, squirt the chemicals into her eyes and blind her.. XD jk, but just squirt it at her, hoepfully she will be smart enough to close her eyes or look away, or soemthing. mang, if you don't buy us food, we will totally starve. like i don't remember the last time i got somehing from them. wait, nvm. she bought ink and whatnot the other day. surprise, surprise. the bday thing, remidns me of tia. bitch. will elaborate later. i swear, i just don't cook. i don't like doing it. i hate cutting up meats for their idiot asses...like, wtf. the least they can do is clean. the way mommy raises her family is seriously fucking tou and them up in the long run. we must act now :D thye gotta cook their own food too, shit. and mang, tia, she is a fuckign lazy ass. she's so fucking lazy!! i am so fucking mad at ehr...and i hate helping out at people's houses. i mean, i don't HATE to help them out, but i hate that we HAVE to, like we were BORN to do it. liek WTF!? if i wanna, i will dammit. shit, i can make up my own fucking mind. i hate being a fuckin shamam to shit. like the hmong christians have it so differnt. i was telling sher about you, and she was surprised, and i said why, and she said cuz most hmong shamans hate christians -__-; but i said if you knew my sistr, you woulnd't be surprised. *fills in details* i hate hwo we eat seperately. i swear shit, the next time i go to somebody house, i'm fucking eating down there wiht the dudes like it's all good, cuz hyou know what!? IT IS FUCKING ALL GOOD!! don't fuckin try to give me broth and rice thas fuckin left over!! JEESHHH!! i mean, i don't eat meat, but still!! and i don't like the "animal sacrifices"... ><; but when i get money, or soemthing, i'm gonna pierce my ass up. sick of having one ear pierce on each ear..shit's not even even -__-; and hell yeahh, tristan's granpda was a weirdo. didn't he divorce his wife then come back? he's dumb as hell.

i'm so happy maika's coming. almost cried TT___________TT i miss her a lot...i kinda miss jennifer too. well, not MISS jennifer, but miss the way she used to be. SIGHS...crazy people we call familia.

speaking of that.

so yesterday, i had tou, ah pao and tia do the fuckign clothes rigt? and so then they asses was fightin over it and shit, so i had to yell at them bithces to get sht done. so i wake up his morning looking for my black shirt, you kno that one that used to be yours. and then none of them bitches knwo where that shit was. wtf!? so i go from room to room and shit..make me so fucking mad. i can't even tell how i feel. i am so fcukin mad at tia more than tou and em though, cuz she pissed me off more. so that was why i was stilll in my bra and shit when it was time to go..fuck. so then we get home today and i was like, "mang, yall gotta find my shrit."" and thne her fucking ass got into this stupid shit about why am i only coming at ehr and shit, liek wtf, get oevr yourslelf. the lats time i fucking check yall = more than one person you big dumbass. so then she started shouting at me, and i told her to stfu and i'm sick of her crybaby ass. so then i walk downstairs, but i heard her mumble some shit and i made out "fat cootchie." thanks for the compliment lil sister. i really appreciate it. so then i go downstairs and give them a good shouting, and i was basically very frustrated and murderous. so i go on the computer and make me a plylist. later on, she calls for something and i told her to stfu and tou's ass repeated it and shit like i fucking need an echo and shit so then she starts shoutig and i turned the music up.

drown that dumbass out, for real.

the music is very loud now..very loud. sighs..love mary story.

so i deleted her ass on myspace. and this morning, when we was walking to school, she was saying how she felt uncomfortable w/o a bookbag and wanna carry mines and shit, and i was like too bad, you can't expect to cry for what you want and get it. that girl gets everything handed over...i mean, i won't say eveeyrthing, cuz iono everything about her cuz she be so secretive sometimes, but yeahh..

sighs...

and tony. i don't even know mang..i knwo he likes me. ok, i won't say i KNOW, cuz i don't know. but i just think...and to be truthful, i kinda thought he did for a while now. i just didn't wanna sounds conceited and big headed and stuff, ya knw? i mean, i catch him staring at me in history class pretty often. maybe he's staring cuz he's jealous of how much fun me, nacho, and soua have LMAOO XD but yeahh.. you have to be there when tony says hi, like it's different. and plus, tony barely says hi to any girls, unless they say hi to him first. and like me and tony don't sya hi. like iono how it happens, but we just catch glances and i make a face at him and he makes one back at me.. LOL..and he walks me to my bus O_O i mean, maybe cuz i told him once that i turned around to say bye and he was gone, but stil... plus, when i told him that, he was like oh sorry, i'll walk you to your bus next time blah blah...sighss..and on msn the other night, that was like a HUGE hint or whatever you wanna call it. i mean, who just brings up who you like and who you used to like like that, right? and the way he was asking me, iono..and he was all like do you like somebody? what would you do if someone told you they liked you? and whatnot..and then when he was asking me for my bday and whatnot, and i woulnd't tell him, but eventually i told him the month, and he guesed the day. here's the convo, if you wanna read..took me a while to put together LOL.

http://img146.imageshack.us/img146/9103/tnconvomy5.gif

the part where i showed him the image and asked if he could do it too is just an ice cream nail thingy, cuz remember, he does nails LMAO XD so we just start talking about korea and whatnot..LOL. and he asks me if i'm gonna go to the euro trip often.. and i say i'm undecided and he goes me too. wtf O_O maybe i jut look into things to much, who knows. but shit, he got the moolah for it, no lie.

... but mang. stresses me out cuz linda used to like tony.. and tony has no idea about how she used to like him and stuff.. and linda don't know about this thingy either.. only esther knows, and i'm scared tia's gonna open her big mouth and tell lucy who mhgt tell lisa, but i doubt it since lucy and lisa don't talk. at least i hope so anyways.. i feel like the worst friend in the world..

but i may be over thinking it.

but maybe not.

but we played cards again today i study hall. i guess him, nacho, and john ditched speed for king's corner since i used to be whooping their asses. i'm the beest yo! and he be making fun of my sn (beestmode)...jealous. king's corner is more of a chance game, so i guess lucky them, i can't always win. i taught them that too, those idiots. and then since the study hall is like RIGHT by the main doorway, we can take that way to the buses, so me and tony just walk out. and then i was complaining about how my back hurted (boook bag with bio book, history book, spanish book and workbook, twilight, notebooks) and then he pulled it up, and purposely dropped it down again... -____-; then he walked me to my bus and tried to block me from gettiing in, and then when i got on my bus, he made a face and then went to his bus..

but i don't like tony. he's just a really nice guy.

man, i am overthinking this.

but he's freaking loaded LMAO jk HAHAHHAHA :D nail shops ftw HAHHAHAHAHHA

and man, that bio tets was fuckin hard. this is what happens when you don't study at all. jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeshhh. so screwed. i really wanna get a good gpa his mp. i miss mis 4 points yo..

thanks for reading.













:D wow, loong.


like 20 mins ago, mommy came back form who knows where and told me to turn the music down -___-; i'm so hungry..grr.