mrs. kwon

5:19 PM nevr got to finish that. had to go somewhere with the parents. well. today was a weird day.

woke up, had to get ready to go to cardinal stritch. daddy made me mad cuz he wouldn't take the directions i was giving him there..ugh. we got there though, surprisingly. and then he told em he'd pick me up late and whatever, but i was secretly hoping that he'd know that he shouldn't be too late. my classes wwere funb. mrs. ellis taught the science portion XD i was like mrs. ellis!! nd she gave me her home and cell number and told to kit <3 amber and jackie said happy birthday to me this morning, first ones. i thought everybody forgot. i even forgot. they surprised me when they said that..kinda made me sad too. anyhow, so then i stayed with jackie, since i asked daddy to send her home. she lives on 74th and silver spring. and so yeahh. i got home. i went to the room and asked tia about did she lose the camnera cuz she was making a big deal about it, but it turned into another mini argument. i'm sick of them. maybe it's best to just not talk to her. so then sat around for 10 mins and then mommy came home. she said happy birthday and hugged/patted me. then the boys said, "omg, i totaaly forgot. it is your birthday!" and daddy was like "it's your birthday?" yes daddy, it is. he's so stupid. yesterday when i was making the rice, he asked me was i in my first year or second year of hgh school, and i said third, and he was like am i sure? i was wtf, duh. and then i asked him for a phone and he told me no cuz i don't need one. but like i said, mommy came home and whatnot, then she asked daddy if i could get a phone, and he said for what. and honestly, it was very sad to have her plead for me. i don't even want one anymore. i hate having to beg and then even she has to do it for me? wtf. so fucking stupid. so then he said some shit about he had to go to blackie's house cuz his brother getting married and shit, but he also had to go to menard's to get carpet for dao's room, so then mommy went to get ready. and then the boys went to go measure the room for his stupid ass so it was me and him, and i was feeling sad or whatever so i didn't wanna be alone in the same room as his ass so i came downstairs. signed onto my mail, got some facebook emails. lots of happy bdays. made me really happy. i even cried seeing them. i thik my period is gonna come. it's supposed to be here already, but who knows. it's stupid too. but then i blogged like a sentence and then daddy came down here and asked me what i was doing and i said stuff. he went upstairs then mommy called me down and was like let's go and told me to go with them so we could get me a phone and stuff and idk, daddy must think i'm deaf or he wants me to hear so i could get mad and say i don't want a phone no more, but he was like "are you for real? you know if we get her a phone the phone bill rises right?" ugh. dream come true daddy. i don't want one anymore. but so he started rushing em and i left the computer and went with them. it ws packed there. saw the north side cousins LOL. sher and meng and anna says hi nai. meng looks a lot like lee jun ki. such a cutie. anyhow, stayed there for 2 hours or so and then daddy stayed or whatever and then mommy and me came home. i was really mad. i cried on the way home. i was so pissed and sad. idk. angry. we stopped at aldi and she told me to go with her. i said no, but she asked again and i jumped out the car and went. had my psp in during the whole time. came home, changed, and now i'm here. i feel bad for tking my anger/sadness out on mommy though. i didn't do nothing to her, but kinda just not talk to her during the whole ride. god, i fuckign hate that stupid man. fucking shithead.

anyhow.

thanks for the birthday msgs eveyrbody. they mean a lot to me..thanks nai, amber. both you guys letters made me cry, along with the facebook wishes. stupid period. and just cuz i feel so loved, i'm gonna make a list of my facebook buddies who said happy bday.

linda, goldie, jane, nina, mai choua, lydia, perla, amber, katie, ann, elaine, yvonne, maggie, bryanna, misti, brian, krissy, carsyn, blia, ntxoo, imani, domonique, soua, liyang, harold, sinan, lauryn, ericka, sophia, lisa, and villie <3

but why did sophia call me nai? O_O

nice to know people took time to wish me a hpppy birthday. very ncie to know. i'm off to thank everyone individually now.