mrs. kwon

6:52 PM HOLA MY FELLOW BLOGGETTES!! LONG TIME NO BLOG! :D

firts thing, check this out http://travel.msn.com//Guides/greenSlideShow.aspx?cp-documentid=791779&imageindex=11. ahh, i wanna travel places!! i really wanna go to the galapagos islands...sisghs. but then again, that place has so much wildlife and i don't want human disruption. it's been on my mind a lot since i started reading about charles darwin in biology. it's a veyr beautiful place..i always had a thing for these islands. i remember in 2nd grade, i think, and we were talking about how there the turtles live the longest than anywhere else in the world. these islands are so awesome..i just googled it, and came up with picture of people. rawrr, makes me mad. they need to be preserved. i don't want them to end up like hawaii :X such a maginificent place..makes me really wanna be a biologost.

which reminds me, i think i will go to milwaukee. money is tight :X not just with the family, but everything, evrywhere. scared O_O plus, i know these streets better than i know my brothers LMAO ok, maybe not, but i know my way very well around milwaukee. but then again, idk. but then again, wth is in madison for me!? hell, milwaukee is just as good..i think. idk, it's just not overglamourized i guess. but then again...but then again...ok, lemme stop LOL. for real though, i just don't freaking know. but i'm also thinking about stevens point for bio, cuz it's good with environmental stuff..but then i was also thinking whitewater cuz they give trips to the mediterranean for their marine bio kids. but then i don't know which filed of bio to be in..i really wanna do marine. my main reason is, i wanna discover a species. there are tons of species at the bottoms of oceans, the deep bottoms. but then i wanna do wildlife bio, like wolves, deers, moose, and that kinda stuff. those animals aren't associated with "exotic" but they are coool. but then i don't wanna do steven's point cuz one, what if i don't wanna do bio my whole life? i mean, jeesh, i wanna have my own family..but then again..you just don't know how i would love to see my name in a biology book. rawrr LOL. hawaii was good dreaming about, but too much. berkeley too. plus they are too far. dammit, i shoulda put steven's point and whitewater instead of berkeley and hawaii for my acts thing. shiznit, gotta go see if ii can change it now ><; and also, madison is the only one of my uw choices to require writing. damn you madison. i'm taking my acts on feb 7 though ><; i got act prep course startnig this week at cardinal stritch though...*PULLS HAIR* stress piling on *BREATHE*

reminds me, my health has been bad lately. my breathing is idk, hard? O_O and yesterday i went to the library from spanish, so thas going to 1st floor to 3rd, and i was talking to kong, and was like "hold on, lemme catch my breath." shit, took me like 10 minutes to do so ><;

another thought for today, tony is fucking strange. wtf. i think we were better off as friends -_-; he's so idk...we are better off as friends. idk how to tell him though..i feel like he gets weird and mad when i talk to other guys, especially chris. like today, me, him, esther, and this other due were talking about somethign by her locker and chris came up to me asking about bio, and tony got quiet, and walked away. wtf rawrrr -________________-; and i have to say hi to him all the time. dammit boy, say hi sometimes. oh and then today ebfore the chris incident, i was at esther locker and saw him and i was like "tony?" and he waved, and turned back around. i went up to him and was like "don't tell me you was gonna walk away from me," and pretend smack him and he just laughed and gave me a hug. weird, his hugs were actually nicer when we didn't go out.....weeeeeeeeird.

i wrote this sunday, the 21st, a day afetr he asked me out. never got to posting it my slacker self ><;
boy, i need to blog more. idk why i don't be doing it often..i always seem to blog when i'm mad and need venting time ><; well, yesterday, tony asked me out..about time :X ok, maybe i shouldn't rush things, but jeesh, he knows i like him so idk what freakin took him so long. and truthfully, i don't think it woulda mattered much if he was to ask me out now or later or earlier if soua hadn't brought it up that one time..grrr. really made me paranoid and got me thinking. so, at the beginning of this week, i was kinda mad. tuesday, was it? but usually i see tony in the mornings, but then we kept coming to school late or whatever so then i didn't see him. so then i usually see him after advisory since his is just down the hall, not to mention, it's my first hour so i gotta see him on the way to class. oh wait, this was monday. yeahh, monday.
i'm in a whole different mindset now. like i said, he's just strange. ok, not HIM, but IT. i still give him hugs, but idk. i get the friend vibe..and idk, i kinda feel like i don't really like him that much no more, and he really made me mad yesterday and reminded me of esther and misael, and she thought so too, so i was just like *shakes head* tsk tsk. crazy.

and omfg, you knwo what happend to me today!? i fell! ><; it was funny, but also kinda embarassing. it was outside my advisory, in the hallway. ok, so i pretende kick esther and raised one of my legs, and idk how, but i guess i slipped and fell. i sat on the floor for a good minute and laughed. peple were laughing and all "omg bao!" and "are you okay *laugh*" and "how you do that bao?!" -___-; oh well. great thing i'm upper classme, cuz shit, if this hpppend freshmen year i would got up and hide in a corner forever. now i got this bruise of my elbow though..very painful.

oh, and evolution is on my mind. people all have different approaches, but i am for it all the way. i don't reall get big bang theory, but darwin's evolutionary theory of natural selection, great. very amazing. it basically says good traits get passed along to future generations and so forth to further the organism. wikipeida entry here if you wanna check out. and about prokaryotes aka bacteria and eakuaryotes aka multicellular organisms (animals, plants, etc) evolving from a common ancestor, i think that makes sense cuz mitochondra are believe to be prokaryotes at one point b/c it has it's own dna, ya know? so maybe it evolved from there..? confusing XD and i was talking to ms. walsh (bio teacher) about how years from now, people would not have wisdom teeth. i honestly think it was my most intelligent thought this whole school year..makes sense cuz if we don't need them, and many people take it out, then they will not be here hundred and thousands of years from now in humans, that is, if humans are still here. plus, if you look back, wisdom teeth shrunk in humans through the years. and wong was kinda like shaking his head at some evolution stuff. he's a christian to the max, even sher said she agreed with some stuff. interesting or no? bio is awesome. i looooooooooooooooove the study of life! HAHAHA :D

but back to the traveling..i wanna see egypt. i wanna see the pyramids of giza. they are slowly deteriorating..sad. and china's forbidden city..sighs. that place has so much history. the world can be so great sometimes.

and the economy is on my mind too. the us econmy is so crappy..we are spending/lending more than we have and are saving. i'm actually very scared ><; ww2 got us out of the great depression. it gave jobs to the us cuz we mde tanks and weapons for the war. what if this turns into soemthing like that? maybe something worst? would a war also get us out then? is this a foreshadow? O___O or manybe i'm just crazy?

yo, real talk though, to live in a bad economy scares me more than the thougt of the end of the world...is that bad? :X

and what do you guys think, should the us try to save the car industry, or let it be? idk cuz the cars really do suck, but they give so much jobs. the us should bring their procduction of other stuff liek clothes and whtnot back here. let the cars go. even if they do salvage it, wth are we/they gonna get from it? CRAP!! no one is gonna buy those cars, we all know that. and especially right now, no one is gonna buy cars. people don't wanna buy cars cuz of no loans, no loans cuz banks don't got money to be giving out no more since they used to just give it to anybody. toyota is even closing production for 11 days. too much supply + litle demand = not good. for real though, so many cars..but sucks cuz henry ford did it first :X i guess i been paying attention in history HAHA XD

anyhow, i went grocery shopping today. yay for food. yay for cheese. yay for rice krispies.

wow, blogging is so fun. i should do it mroe XD i been idk, never blogging mood i guess. now i know that actually getting to the typing puts you into the mood LOL. had fun LOL. really got my thoughs out HAHHA XD

and yo, like maika said, i miss summer. shiznit. the sun on a coldy day don't mean nothign to me LOL.. i want the sun on a warm day, por favor.

and my bday is in 11 days. woo woo :D golden birthday yo.

and if anyone is wondering about the posts below this, i had them for a whiel, but forgot to poublish ROFL XD

and i need a new blogskin. *off to search*